Hello everyone.
It has been a while since I've posted on here. I'm sorry about that, but a lot has changed in the past few months.
September 2nd, my mother past away from cancer. For probably a month and a half before this it was a rollercoaster. Around July 20th, mom got really sick. Her brain tumors grew a large amount. All her cancer grew.
Life was pretty hard during this time. She kept saying she'd get better but we all knew she wouldn't. She was a fighter. She was always a fighter even at the end.
God has shown me a lot through this. He showed me more of who He is. He showed me that He is the ultimate comforter. It doesn't seem possible but I have had the biggest peace about her passing. I do still have my moments where I miss her, but who wouldn't. I still have moments where I think about how I want to tell her something. I still have moments where I think she'll be home when I get home. But she's not and that's okay because she's in a better place.
My mom is with Jesus in Heaven. She is singing and dancing again. She is running around. She is in no pain and is suffering no more with such a terrible disease. God healed her when she left us and while we wish it could've been while she was here, God had a greater plan. God has always had a greater plan than what we wanted.
God is always greater and His plans are always better. God knows and does what's best for us even if we don't see it in the moment.
Anywho, I hope to be posting again. Have a great day/night/whenever you see this.
<3
Madison Rae
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